5 de abril de 2011

Eu estava me descobrindo. Era uma menina com vontades que me condenavam. Não, não. Não eram bem as vontades que me condenavam, mas a sociedade, por achar tanta estranhisse nelas a apontavam e chamava-as de erradas.
Vai entender esse mundo, aquilo que aparece de forma diferente da "normal" é ruim, é algo que se deve desprezar. Agora me diz, quem foi que inventou esse absurdo?
Lá estava eu com essas dúvidas sociais, inúteis, na cabeça enquanto meu coração pulava aceleradamente como se fosse sair correndo em uma maratona. Era só olhar aqueles olhos que eu, a menina que sempre tinha palavras à dizer, me calava. Era só passar por perto daquela criatura, que me parecia ser mágica, que eu, a menina que com todos falava e abraçava, ficava sem ação, sem o que fazer, sem nem o que pensar.
E era tão puro aquele sentimento, e num dia, parece que tudo se tornou ainda maior. Era uma sala enorme (e empoeirada) de ginástica, um dia chuvoso, eu estava um ano mais velha e um trabalho colegial qualquer me fez passar um dia no colégio. Mas não era por causa do trabalho, em si, que eu tinha ficado. Era por ela: a criatura mágica. E foi justamente ela a causa de todo o acontecimento. Passamos a tarde deitadas em uma espécie de colchonete, eu no seu colo e ela, não me lembro. Nossas mãos brincavam feito duas crianças que brincam de pega-pega, nossos olhos concentrados em nós mesmas, e os sorrisos vinham tímidos, mostrando que havia algo mais que amizade naquilo tudo. Dias se passaram e em meio àquela confusão de vontades eu descobri o amor, e o que pode ser mais forte que ele hoje em dia?
E foi em um dia qualquer, que meu coração e minha alma não aguentaram mais de tanto sentimento e como num susto me fez saborear, debaixo de uma escada qualquer, à vista de qualquer um que passasse, o mais gostoso sabor que existe: o de encostar nos lábios da pessoa que te faz feliz só por aparecer diante dos seus olhos. E depois de tal cena, digna dos mais belos filmes de amor, o que percebo hoje é que aconteceu exatamente como aqueles versos de Machaddo de Assis:

"Às vezes dava por mim, sorrindo, um ar de riso de satisfação, que desmentia a abominação do meu pecado"
(Dom Casmurro - Machado de Assis; página 27)

Qual é o pecado que existe onde se prevalece o amor? Ao meu ver, pecado algum.





133 comentários:

Fernand's disse...

pecado é não amar.

rafaela ivo, disse...

Se amar é pecado, tenho vaga garantida no inferno... Porque desde que me entendi mulher, vivo me apaixonando e desapaixonando por caras que encantam e desencantam. E é isso aí.

Juliana disse...

E mesmo que seja pecado, quem somos nós para condenarmos uns aos outros, não é mesmo!?

Beijos

Jota disse...

No amor, pecado nenhum. Já entre os amantes... não coloco minha mão no fogo!
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Seu jeito de escrever está cada dia melhor Jessica. Revisa o texto e cuidado com a repetição de palavras no mesmo parágrafo (dica).

Se cuida!!

Larissa disse...

Conforme a música, eu também considero justa toda forma de amor. E lamento pelos que não as reconhecem todas, porque são deles as maiores perdas.

Luna Sanchez disse...

Criaturas mágicas merecem nossos melhores beijos, merecem todos eles, aliás...

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Um beijo.

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